Hesitation
I hesitate to share my thoughts because of fear. There's a fear of being judged, and there's a fear of being trapped. I'm afraid that by sharing I'm taking a responsibility that will burden me.
To start sharing I need to push myself. I need to exert force to overcome the fear. That's violence.
Luckily, I know a way to resolve this conflict within myself. I will share only in a way that is fun to me. And I will stop when it's not fun anymore.